Hi, sorry that you are going through the same thing as I am. I'm grateful to have found this site and someone who can identify with my situation. It's been 3 months since I left and still emotional over the whole situation. I've received the separate text Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year. I feel like Wow, he has just moved on with his life and and I got exactly what he wanted me gone and I'm still stuck in the pain of it all. I have learned here at SR that I can't understand the mind of an addict but I have trouble separating the addict from the person if that makes any sense. I been trying to build up my self esteem feeling rejected has really put a toll on me. I use to not be like this but then again he use to treat me like I was the most important person to him then light a switch he turned on me and pulled away. Keep coming here for support from others that have been through similar situations like us. I know I do.
Lots of hugs