Yes I need to keep it out of the house...when I drink it's usually 6 or seven glasses of wine, sometimes a bit more or less. Today I "finished off" what I had left (5) but my Thursday group is tomorrow...so I know I won't drink tomorrow but worried about Friday & the weekend when I'm most prone.
Originally Posted by
FLCamper 
Hopedferred, don't keep the alcohol in the house "just in case". The big step is to bite the bullet, and have an alcohol free house. Otherwise, "Just in case" is going to happen over and over and over.
You don't indicate how much you drink. Talk to your Dr (you will not shock him!) and ask for medical help. A Dr. can prescribe medication to help with withdrawals.
You are struggling and not happy. Get rid of the booze and I 100% guarantee some of your problems will go away immediately.
Stay on here! The support and info is invaluable. This is very doable.