kayleezen,
I also have dealt with depression and other issues that seemed to "slow down" my healing. Looking at it today... just for today... maybe it's instead bringing me a deeper healing.... maybe that's all I really wanted. Healing that goes down to my roots and will keep me grounded no matter what comes in the future.
While my sponsor walked with me on part of my path, other "sponsors" showed up in many ways along the line. My depression, my health issues, abuse and trauma... all had healthy people coming into my life in different ways who showed my how to allow wellness into my life. This was and IS a process. A good one. It simply didn't feel good at times because I had wounds that need great healing.
How are you doing, today?