Day 4...
Finally able to get a pretty good nights sleep. I never really get the shakes just a lot of anxiety.. That is starting to abate as well. My blood pressure, while still high is not at the 190's as it was (ugh!). Feeling 65% overall... As my handle on here implies going to start a fresh vegetable juice regime to start to detoxify and heal my body..
But now the next step of my recovery, not conning myself to think "oh hey I can have a few .. This by far is the hardest time for me now. The next couple of weeks as I'll convince myself that I'm fine and and can drink a few.
Thanks everyone on the forums and in chat for their support and patience.