Also, I want to just say thank you to everyone who has responded to my thread. It's been soooooo incredibly relieving to find out that all this time, I wasn't the only person going through this. And your advice is literally like the best and most on point information that is really helping me through. You all are awesome people and thank you so so soooo much! It's great to have SR to go to- really has helped me on nights when I just need a place to reach out to. So, thank you all.
