You are not alone!
What do you want to bet that he will come around again after allegedly ďbreaking it upĒ with you. This is part of his games and manipulation... and you are letting it happen.
This is up to you! You have power! You have recieved all kinds of advice here. Itís up to you to take it and make a change.
This is your only life! Is this how you want to spend it?
You know this man is toxic! He isnít good for you! Love yourself first and donít allow this anymore!!!
Iím sorry that you are feeling low and that you drank but get up and keep going! You are worth it!!!!