Welcome, scottynz!
You took an excellent first step. I'm so happy you decided to post. The support I received here made all the difference for me. Try not to beat yourself up, you're here and taking action. Four days sober is terrific!
There are many programs other than AA. Research some of them and pick what works for you. If you have questions, ask away.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...at-we-did.html (Recovery Programs & What to Expect (What We Did))