No apology is needed. I realize I had a slip and quickly realized my motivation to be sober was stronger. None of us are perfect but in my case I know that I want sobriety over alcoholism. I do find it odd the questioning of ones strength over addiction to be overcome in a weeks time. Yes mine has been 10 years but if you say enough is enough who are others to judge? This is a will over want issue. It's not a disease as I did it to my self. I will continue to read the posts of those amongst us but find that one persons apparent inability to address and destroy is somehow "rare" that another can do it. I admit my faults. I raced mx professionally, wrestled at high levels and made poor decisions with alcohol. But I also choose to change that. It is a matter of will