Originally Posted by
Maudcat 
Did she want help setting out literature, or wanted you to take over maintaining the literature inventory?
Just curious. Hang in there.
Hi Maudcat.
Thank you for your response.
She wanted me to take over the literature commitment set up every Monday morning and she would handle the inventory. I work Sunday nights until 10 pm and getting to these morning meetings can be tricky. I am in Los Angeles and although the meeting is close, I am not a morning person and traffic happens at that hour. I've run late often enough to know what I'm up against.
Right now if someone asks me to share or lead a meeting, I do it and I try to talk to people after meetings and make outreach calls.
I just finally found a temporary sponsor to read my 1st step to Monday and that's the best I can do at the moment.
Eventually when I'm feeling better I would like to be of more service but my recovery today is not saying yes when I can't do my best.
I don't want to be that person who is unreliable, I already have enough of that around me at the moment if you know what I mean.