welcome!! It took me almost 25 years, two failed marriages, two DUI's (shoulda been three but man, did I get lucky.....), nearly losing my children and squandering close to $1M.....
you can do this, man.
PS - AA really helped me.... not because it was "the cure" or because "AA saved me" - but because it was an always-there source of in-person support, community, reminder and gave me a set of tools in my toolkit to help make the changes I needed. I'd encourage you either to keep it in your toolkit or find another in-person community because I really think that's essential to long-term sobriety.
