Thank you all
I am feeling much better this morning after a lot of prayer and soul searching last night. All of your reaching out/words of wisdom helped greatly. I know I’m not alone is a huge comfort.
So this morning after a had written a prayer of my own personal gratitude to God I get a text from my RAH apologizing for his nasty behavior towards me. Although this changes nothing about our current living/relationship situation it gives me at least one day without war. I will savor it and continue to focus on me and my children.
One passage in my thankful prayer to God Today was the following, “Thank you for giving me freedom from my “fool” even though my insecure heart craves his love and approval more than it ever should”