Originally Posted by
sunshinelove101 
Ugh- I am having such a hard time right now- I just want to cry. Last night I got drunk and moved furniture around and I somehow must have fallen onto a corner or something and my nose is swollen and bruised- looks like I got a nose job or something. I'm freaking out and having anxiety because I have to go to work on Tuesday and all of this could have been prevented if I just didn't drink. I'm so mad at myself and wish I could go back and change things. Last night my Dad told me that he was happy I wanted to get help but that talking to me drunk was so heartbreaking, that he never thought he'd not want to talk to his daughter. This stupid scenario of wishing I could go back and change things has happened so much in my life I am just praying and trusting that God will get me out of this- and that my nose will heal. I look in the mirror and I can't hide it this time- I don't want to drink anymore and I'm done for good!
Sunshine sorry to hear what happened I hope you heal up fast. My mum said those exact same words to me when I had my last drink and it felt like I was being plunged with a knife. My mother means the world to me and for her not to want to be around me was a wake up call for me. Since I stopped our relationship is great. The good thing is you never have to feel like that again if you don't drink, that's refreshing to think about. I hope your nose heals soon too take care
Lpg