I'm in the same boat. The first few months have just been about getting through the time... but now that I know I can do it I'm just feeling stagnant and restless. Self reflection is great but I can't just sit at home and stare at the walls for the rest of my life.
And for me it's not so much about having fun but playing catch up on making "accomplishments". I want financial freedom and believe I can have it but also know it would be completely meaningless if I was living in constant misery and internal chaos.. Yet alcohol was the fuel that pushed me forward towards "success" and now without it I'm re-evaluating things and thinking as long as my basic needs are met what's the point in even trying for anything more really? And of course money is just scratching the surface but the underlying motivations (or lack thereof) are what's really bothering me.
So it's a paradox and I'm stuck.