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Does anybody here deal with obsessive compulsive behaviors? If I don't drink at all, I'm fine, but if I have one drink, I have to have another. It's a numbers thing. Everything has to end in even numbers. If I have three drinks, I gotta have a fourth. I do this with everything. If I lock my door, I have to check it twice. If I set my alarm, I have to at least check it twice. Everything has to be in even numbers. I have broken faucets and locks on doors checking and re checking them. I broke the door to my car because of this. I have to turn lights on and off an even number. I know it's an anxiety thing. I take medication that is suppose to help with this. I know if I don't drink this is no big problem, just an annoyance, but it is still tough to deal with. John