Thanks y’all
The anxiety/guilt/sadness while I drank was unbelievable.
While not drinking it’s tolerable.
I’m diagnosed with PTSD and I believe said diagnosis.
I’m also generally a happy person and the two states of being should be contradictory but they aren’t in my case
Impossible for me to explain that
Although drinking just messed me up
No matter what I’ve had to endure lately, staying off booze is much better