chowchow

Hi,

Even though last night was really tough I made it and didn't drink. I am so angry today though and it makes me want to drink. Not about drinking but I am pissed at my husband and my work situation. Today I have meetings at 9, 10, 11, 12, 1, 2 and 3. I asked my husband if he could pick our daughter up at 3:30 from school and he said he can't because he has a 1 hr meeting at 2. My job is incredibly busy. I can't even take a lunch at all because there is so much on my plate at work and I have been here 27 years,

I think I often drink out of anger and resentment. I wish I could get a divorce sometimes. But my reaction is to want to drink and escape.

I'd like to be done with my job but I am in a niche where jobs are difficult to find, especially right now because I work in an area that is underfunded and jobs are scarce, especially in the USA.

I'd like to be done with my husband but the thought of divorce is exhausting and overwhelming.

I am sorry to vent. I know other people have it FAR worse than I do.