That Was Close
As opposed to the contents of my post This is Too Much from last night l am grateful for the support and advice. Y'all came through.
Day 13 - but even though it's not gonna be a good one, that's ok. After white knuckling it till 2 am last night (that's when the liquor stores close here) I read tons of posts on here until till 2am came and I was safe.
IF YOU'RE EVER STRUGGLING, you just gotta post here...b4 taking that drink. It's worth a try, right. Nothing to lose but the time it takes to read the replies.