Originally Posted by
Canuckleman45 
I know I'm an alcoholic. Not denying that. My question is why is it so easy up until round day 5 or 6? Shouldn't it be hard up to Day 5 or 6 then start getting easier? I feel like I can tackle the world those first several days. Get so happy that I'm not drinking, everything is awesome. Then BAM. Its frustrating and saddens me. Like getting punched in the face.
It wasn't any easier for me after 5 days, or 10 days, or 20 days... honestly it took a good six months to even start to feel "easier" and easier is a relative word.