DangerZone,
Yes it is so very disheartening how much a different person I (we, I am sure) were while in active addiction. I could not imagine doing ANYTHING i did drunk while sober... I was just beside my self with everything I had done. Like while using I had no shame, maybe that is why I always wanted the party to continue, so I didnt have to deal with the **** I had done...
I am just so happy to be on this, sober, side of the fence so that evil me never has to be around.