I hate the fact I don't know what I am capable when I am drunk. That is terrifying for me.
I become aggressive and insulting.
I become hostile and sort of stick my fingers up at everyone as if they're an enemy.
I am wholly unpredictable, can be nice one minute, going crazy the next.
I hate that I become foolish and an embarrassment to myself.
I hate that I'm vulnerable and have slept with women I wouldn't dream of sleeping with whilst they were sober and ignored the fact I was pissed.
I have had homeless people or people wanting drugs persuading me to draw money out of my bank. I've woke up remembering giving someone over a hundred quid so they could get drugs.
I have no awareness of social boundaries or of reality for that matter.
I've been cocky to people you really shouldn't mess with. I find myself very lucky in these cases.
I sometimes spout off all my emotional baggage often threatening to commit suicide
It's just madness really
*cringe*