Originally Posted by
tiredwoman 
Not found a suitable AA meeting in CT yet, but I have started therapy. You're right. Guess just a little impatient. I read so many posts from folks here who don't have the cravings anymore and I just hope to be at that point sooner than later.
I don't believe anyone can truthfully say they never think about having a drink.
I didn't drink for many years. Doesn't mean I didn't still look at it from time to time with a little nostalgia.
It's a thought. Let it flow up and back like an ocean wave.
In time the urges become less frequent and less urgent. It's only been nine days. Give it a few months.
Every time you go back to it your resolve is harder to grab again. Just don't pick up a drink today. Get through today.