Hi LadyBug.
I definitely grieved over what I thought of as a loss. I realize now that I was remembering only the fun times - back when I first started to drink & still had some control. I had to remind myself of what it turned in to - a nightmare of numbness & dangerous behavior. When I began to heal, I realized I wasn't being deprived of anything - I was being given my freedom.
10 days is wonderful.