Well lonewolf you're in the right place here. I only have 8 sober days but I've felt just like you do probably fifty times. The anxiety of 'not knowing' is almost unbearable. Then the good old imagining starts...it's hell. Thank God you are alive and safe. Until the hangover is gone try not to dwell on the unknown. Take care of yourself. You've decided to quit. Right on! Once you've got that alcohol out your system you'll feel better each day. (This I needed to hear this over and over) luckily there is no shortage of great people on this site to help us. Point is I have been in your shoes way too many times. I binged on Netflix. Time...just time. Best of luck!