Like others have said this is a rough time of year.
I'd really check, recheck and bolster your recovery action plan...be ready and vigilant.
I know it might seem like some people are being pedantic here but they're really not...your inner addict is trying to push the line essentially that it wasn't that bad and it could have been worse.
Even if you have no intent of drinking again right now, it's already priming you up for more brilliant AV ideas.
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