My AV was great at making me feel uncomfortable.
My addiction wanted me separated from the world drinking alone in my room.
Honestly wildflower - you've had nothing but support and good vibes here. I know cos I've been keeping an eye on you and your threads
Take a few deep breaths and, if possible, at least a few days off the booze to really reevaluate.
At least be willing to consider that it's drinking and your addiction that is making you want to turn tail and run from the only support you have right now?
If you're drinking or you want to, and that makes you feel uncomfortable here thats actually a good thing.
Change is what we all want
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