You know love ~ I felt so many of the things that you have just expressed....I was so sure there was something intrinsically wrong with me that getting sober could never fix....but I had to try....and you know what I found out? It was the alcohol....it was all the goddamn alcohol.
I said in a post to someone else the other day that:
Your brain is being fuelled by something that is not supposed to be running it.
Our thought processes are compromised....it takes time....and then it is just like wow, my brain works and I feel differently about so many things....including myself....and hey, I am not that messed up after all...
