I remember those days when the addiction was so strong...I remember them all the time.
After about a week, the booze was out of my body. My brain.s dopemin production had been altered. I needed booze to feel normal.
It took well over a year before I felt sort of ok...most of the time.
Now, at nearly 3 years w out being even close to drunk, I still feel awkward at times.
I still have an active sugar addiction. I am pretty sure that it is tied to booze addiction.
Quitting booze was the hardest thing I have ever done.
Now, every day I crave sugar. Cookies, protein drink, cake, pie. It is not out of control like my booze was at least.
At least I can have a cookie or 2 and stop.
We have booze all over the house. I know that drinking it will lead to hell on earth.
I don't drink any more. I love dealing w my problems sober. Getting drunk made them go away for a short time. But, as soon as I sobered up, there they were and now I was weak and hung over.
Exercise is my new addiction. I work out nearly every day.
Thanks to sr for giving me the tools I need to get this far.
Stay clean.
Thanks.