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Old 12-26-2017, 12:49 AM
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Originally Posted by wildflower70 View Post
Hi 24 Violets,

I didn't make it, I caved in, I drank, a lot. I think this was coming before I made the decision to drink. I'm not even sure if I drank over the loss of my daughter, that happened a long time ago. I think that I drank because I could, simple as that, I could drown my sorrows, I could make the days alone less boring, bla, bla, bla.

I am ashamed to say that, I know the consequences.

Well done for recognising it, and owning it. I hope that this means you're ready to draw a line under it, tip anything away that is left, and take a good hard look at what you can add to your recovery plan.

How about getting to a meeting today? Treat yourself to being among people who understand your pain.

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