I didn't make it Dee, I threw 45 days sober down the drain. I'm not into AA, I don't need impatient therapy. I can quit, but I can't stay that way. I always go back to my old friend (booze). I'm not sure if I should even be on this site anymore. This seems to be a site for people who stay sober.
This, of coarse could be irrational thoughts, or guilt.
