My first one in about 20 years! Am just about to go to bed and am sober...wow never thought I would see the day. I definitely had some hard cravings, my sister and brother are big drinkers and always had a glass in hand, but I am determined not to go to back to that dark place I was in a month ago. I enjoyed my food, had some sparkling schloer with my dinner, helped with the washing up instead of passing out on the sofa, played with my daughter and was 100% there for her today and am now snuggled up in bed next to her listening to her cute little snores.
Am so happy and grateful to be going to bed sober and can't wait to wake refreshed for Boxing Day instead of hungover, grumpy, depressed and anxious!!
Merry Christmas everyone.