This is my third sober xmas but my first one home at my parents in Boston and it’s been hard. I am sick and suffering lately. However being pregnant I knew I couldn’t drink. I didn’t really feel resentful about not being able to drink while others could, know how I get, but I’ve been really depressed and irritable. I spent my first sober xmas in treatment and remember being overwhelmed with gratitude. I’ve def lost some of that over time, also on day 3 of quitting smoking cold turkey so I’m sure that doesn’t help. The last I spent at home I got black out drunk and chipped my tooth and made an arse out of myself in general I don’t miss that. I’ll probably hit a meeting tomorrow I could use one! Congrats to you All who made it thru today sober and if you didn’t tomorrow is a new day