Happy Holidays?
Hi everyone I am 3 weeks sober and having a hard time with the holidays. I have two adopted teenage girls that are in foster care due to their behaviors and one biological daughter who is with my sister at the moment due to my behaviors. My teenagers are very angry with me because they were supposed to be coming home next month and I got very drunk one night and had somebody over and I tried to kick them out but they wouldn't leave. My neighbor's ended up calling the police to remove him and when they came they gave me a breathalyzer and I blew a .229, my daughter was actually at the neighbors but they removed her anyways so now I am alone on the holidays and I'm not even allowed to have contact with the teenagers. Their biological mother is scheduled to be released from prison on January 3rd and I'm just having a really rough time I want to get my daughter's home and I'm doing everything I possibly can but I'm struggling with my depression