Berrybean

Why not have a read through the threads about making a plan. For me that involved AS and working the steps with a sponsor. I couldn't do it alone. There will be meetings you can go to, even on Christmas day. You don't need to be alone. Reach out and grab what support you can.

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...y-plans-2.html

It might help to read through this as well. It explains why we need to do more than just stop drinking and helped me to make the leap and do what I wasn't willing to do at first... https://digital-dharma.net/post-acut...r-immediately/

You can lean in and push past this pain. Pray to God to help you and he will. But sometimes what he gives us is a shovel and we have to use it.

God bless. Xxxx