I only have one day sober, because in my eyes, this is a one day at a time journey.
You didn't LOSE that 203 days, although your sneaky little manipulative addiction (if it's anything like mine) is going to tell you that's a good reason to throw in the towel together.
The way I see it, you can have a sober day tomorrow just like I'm having one today. What an awesome x-mas present to yourself that would be
Rooting for ya!