Day one? The worst of all days. I saw this coming.
I turned my back on this site. Anyone reading... if you feel alone and scared to reach out... do it no matter what! Even if it makes you feel weak... it's the exact opposite. I suck at giving advice but I know alcohol sucks and it's ruining my life. I'm drunk... I feel like **** and I wish I was back on my old routine (7 months without the poisen).
Tomorrow's gunna suck. Night y'all.