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Old 12-24-2017, 01:29 PM
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MidnightBlue
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Hi, weekenders.

Merry Xmas to those who celebrates.

Though I prefer to be sent to a very far-away galaxy where nice aliens have no clue about that what's in the world all this about.

What really gets to me that all this frenzy gradually builds up the feeling that I am missing something if I don't celebrate. And being an atheist it doesn't even make sense to me.

Sorry to be a downer.

I am still boxing and kickboxing. Going easy on kickboxing because my damaged shin is still recovering.

And I think a guy from our kickboxing class started hitting on me. He is like 12 years younger than me.

I am still struggling with depression. And craving to do something crazy. Not drinking .

That's me in a nutshell.

Have to get myself together. Just not sure how.

Have a good long weekend, everyone.
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