Thank you all.
On this Christmas Eve day (my day 14...wow!), I want to sincerely thank all of you (dwtgd, freshstart, corriec, stayingsassy, dee, vmann, scottfromwi, tasty, Mac, mesaman, dog something, grunge, mizzou, obladi etc.). Please forgive me if I forgot ANYONE (or got your username a bit mixed up) . You all have been a part of saving my life. Truly, saving my life. I hope you all know how eternally grateful I am. You've taught me so much, and I head into tonight and tomorrow feeling positive (not white-knuckling) and strong and HAPPY...bc of all of you. I feel like I have my life back. Or rather, I have my life for the very first time (as an adult), and I truly hadn't realized how much of it I was missing. You all are an amazing group of people. Thank you for pulling me over to your side. It's so much more peaceful over here, even during hard moments. Thank you, thank you, thank you.