Ive been exactly where you are. My last drinking "adventure" as I like to call it, really did a number on me. I logged on here. I talked. I saw it through. I made a commitment to myself that I was getting my life back.
Its good to hear you are not going to the store. See this through and bring in the New Year with health. You can do this. Its the best Christmas gift you can give to yourself and your family.