Originally Posted by
Anarock 
Why is it so hard?
Good question. Phrase it as "Why is it so hard
for me?" Once you have the answer, maybe you can tackle it.
What's hard?
Accepting you can't drink, ever?
Saying no to the voice that tells you to drink? Believing the lies it tells you?
Do you tell yourself, "Last time, then I'll quit"
Or do you tell yourself, "I can't." Or are you convinced that you have "reasons" to drink?
There are a lot of hurdles to sobriety. Then can be gotten over. Everyone who has any sober time has done it. So can you.