Really struggling....
I feel like I’m always in the same position and not getting anywhere.
I’ve been going to some meetings, even a new one I like a lot.
I start with a new counselling program in January.
I’ve been going to the gym.
But I still can’t stop drinking.
I want to stop so bad. I’m sick of lying, embarrassing myself and just overall feeling like a failure.
Why is it so hard?