Good morning from Florida. Is does get better. I came here to the forum to read posts to see if I could take to someone, in hopes to help and get out of my head for a moment. It's Saturday morning. A new day. It starts all over again. A new day to experience things. To feel joy. In the very beginning and even now. I would read...pick up a magazine or a book or an article online and just learn something new. What kind of subjects interest You? Do you have any hobbies that have taken a back burner while you had been drinking that you'd like to explore again? Have a great day and please keep checking in. 5 minutes at a time is great!!!