Thanks guys, good advice as usual, I appreciate it. Woke up this morning feeling awful and the plan for drinking over Christmas and then stopping has been canceled.
I'm not gonna put it off so today is day one. Im gonna definitely post more often like I did a while back when I had about 4 months sober.
I'm definitely at that point where I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I Literally cannot do this anymore. 2018 has to be the year I get my life back.