Tired,
We had an office xmas party and it was interesting watching the drunks wait to eat so they could get drunk first.
Then they get that drunk smirk and proceed to act like super confident witty people. They looked drunk and loud to me. Then they eat and get sleepy looking.
Once I got over the physical addiction the mental suffering magnafied. But, feeling like a normal, as designed, person is something I will never give away again.
I have unlearned drinking.
Thanks.