Originally Posted by
JustTony 
Don't be embarassed.
I relapsed seven times in 2017. Every relapse was followed by a huge period of prolonged drinking.
If it wasn't hard then this forum wouldn't exist (and neither would AA).
You're here so you want freedom from this. Let's work towards a sober Xmas and New Year.
See you in December class?
I feel the same way...I know i need to stop drinking... My mind just needs a break for the pain I put on myself....I'm a self destructive individual...I really need some piece of mind. Alcohol can literally ruin me, for my health, relationships I have and my finances I splurged on booze. That's not a way to live