Todd,
I suffered while drinking and I suffered getting this clean.
Time healed me to this state.
I come here and read and post. I work out all the time. I eat healthy alot.
I don't give advice anymore. What do I really know.
I support you. I need this place.
This place saved life.
I am getting better everyday.
I have been obsessing for years.
I remember when I was young I would obsess punishment from my Dad. He would restrict me and just forget. I would be on restriction for nearly the whole summer. I hated my Dad for that.
Anyway...I forgive him.
Talking about my problems here and deciding I am not going to give up is hardening me and calming me.
Thanks.