At 16 days and trying to shake my doubts
Today is 16 days. It feels good to have 2 weeks down and halfway to my 30 day mark but it makes me nervous. I can usually get to this point because the binge recovery has become so horrible that it‘s a huge motivator for a good 10 to 15 days. After that, I get slippery. The memories fade and eventually I choose to get drunk. For one night? For three straight days? Who knows and it’s scary stuff.
I have some new plans and tools in place this time. Like being here more, an outpatient treatment plan and some mindfulness exercises. I am happy to share that we just got back from an amazing sober weekend trip to the coast that I am very grateful for. Here’s to a kick ass week to you all!