Originally Posted by
sadsadgirl 
Who was I kidding that I was ok to drink again. All started with one glass of wine at lunch and finished with me in blackout.
I can’t believe I was that stupid. All my hard work ruined. Day 2 again. Yesterday was horrific, but kept reading round here.
Feel like I need to own up to myself idiocy. Everything feels all bleak again. I feel useless and hopeless.
You made a mistake. Everyone makes them. Don't beat yourself up about it. Look at it as an opportunity to learn what not to do.