Sadsadgirl, 100 days of sobriety was fantastic, and obviously you've learned things about yourself during that time. It could be that you need to add something to your recovery plan around the 3 month time. I remember being at 90 days and it was somewhat eye-opening for me. Those first 3 months were very focused and coming to terms with things in my life I'd been avoiding. Around that time, I began to believe that I was going to be able to do this, long-term and forever. So, I tried to add some things to my days that would comfort me and encourage me to keep moving forward.