I had to accept that I am an alcoholic, and that I will never be "cured"; it will never, ever be ok for me to drink again.
That actually makes it a bit easier, if you follow me. The absolution removes any doubt that may creep back into my mind. I will have to be vigilant for the rest of my life. I will have to (and want to), continue to always focus on improving my life in all aspects in order to not fall back down that dark path.
You will do this too! It is hard work, it's only been 13 months for me, but it is endlessly more rewarding than the alternative.