Originally Posted by
sadsadgirl 
Who was I kidding that I was ok to drink again. All started with one glass of wine at lunch and finished with me in blackout.
I can’t believe I was that stupid. All my hard work ruined. Day 2 again. Yesterday was horrific, but kept reading round here.
Feel like I need to own up to myself idiocy. Everything feels all bleak again. I feel useless and hopeless.
I really don’t believe all your hard work is ruined. Sounds like you were doing great! If you want to resume being sober, just learn from your mistakes and go back to what you were doing is all. 😀